The provocative whereabouts of your position in people's lives. "Where do you stand in your loved ones' lives?"
You feel consumed by your existence. You're trying to stand out and prove you need to earn a spot in their daily lives. Like a glimmering star in their galaxy. You want to be their priority. Their missing piece in the puzzle. The vulnerability of your emotions, is depleting your affection. Like an exposed rose with its petals carried away with the wind of indifference. Now, there's nothing left to be seen but the thorns. It was when their words and actions were in vain that you couldn't care less more than ever. They left you with a false sense of belonging. Hoping to get back and you'll be still waiting with the vacant memory they left behind. You ended up with a hollow heart and brain. Wallowed in your dark thoughts giving yourself the right to hate, to despise those who walked on you. Earnestly wanting to end up with the right fears.
You feel consumed by your existence. You're trying to stand out and prove you need to earn a spot in their daily lives. Like a glimmering star in their galaxy. You want to be their priority. Their missing piece in the puzzle. The vulnerability of your emotions, is depleting your affection. Like an exposed rose with its petals carried away with the wind of indifference. Now, there's nothing left to be seen but the thorns. It was when their words and actions were in vain that you couldn't care less more than ever. They left you with a false sense of belonging. Hoping to get back and you'll be still waiting with the vacant memory they left behind. You ended up with a hollow heart and brain. Wallowed in your dark thoughts giving yourself the right to hate, to despise those who walked on you. Earnestly wanting to end up with the right fears.
